im quite angry with a certain person

im SERIOUSLY considering whether to continue to put up the entry on the concert
cos apparently i spent nearly an hour
trying to organise all the things
so tt my classmates and friends who like superstar can know bout everything.

and WAT DO I GET?
just read liao.
then no comments.
oh and even tell me things tt i type wrong.
and although u might not mean wat u say
might be juz joking
but.. too many times of joking is becoming serious to me.

HELLO?
do u know tt it is NOT EASY AT ALL
to actually rmb every song in the concert?!
SO WAT if u rmbered a song title wrongly
its JUST ONE MINI LITTLE SONG
out of like the 20+.
you try yourself lar!

DUN DUN DUN take it for granted tt i'll post all those updates for u
cos it is not going to be like tt anymore.
i dun wanna be used by you anymore.

and i was actually too lazy to blog
in the end i still blogged.
and i even asked my friend to take pics for you huh.
wat a great fren you are!

i really have no comments
suffering from a breakdown
i also dunno y i so angry now
prob also due to stress.

OMG.
im SOOO going to change my blog add
i think i told the wrong person bout my blog
yes.

it was a HUGE mistake

i tink im reacting too seriously at this seemingly nothing much kind of thing.
but i dun like pple to take wat i do for granted
no gratitude, no concern, no nothing
just ego themselves, trying to think its a funny joke
hurhurhur.
soo funny
i m rolling on the floor alredi.

just ignore this post
im breaking down alredi
considering the fact tt i probably am the most potential failer in class.
and i dun tink i can take it when the time comes
yet im not working hard enough

okay maybe im juz venting my anger on you.
and i probably can guess wat's ur reaction..
"haha. liting's juz a little angry onlee. a few days sure okay le! and she will talk to me again! this is nothing serious at all."
you've always been like tt anyway.
not taking pples emotions into consideration..
okay..not everyone..i tink is onlee mine.
okay mayb for this time i prefer u not to take me seriously..
i cant afford to have anymore things bothering me.

my life's a mess now.
mrs wong's words are floating in my mind
"some pple can handle stress well but some will have withdrawal signs"
at tt time..
i was SO confident i belong to the group tt can handle stress
very very well.
and now.. im losing my confidence.

and i seriously need a hug.
but who can give me?

how i wish joanne can call me.
how i wish elaine can call me.
how i wish monica is here to joke with me.

yeah i wish....

i shall cry to sleep again.

so juz leave me alone.