hey! long time nv come here le.
haha have been really busy these days..
nvm.
anyways im not gonna blog tt often in future le.
cos REALLY flopped blocks like dunno wad.
and my mum's q pissed and worried.
so i guess i shall sacrifice my time online to mug.
yes. u're reading the 'final' blog entry by me..
who is enlightened by this round of blocks and have a resolution to become a mugger.
yay!


today muz blog. cos its really a badd day for me
i hate physics. and physics sux more than anything.
ESP so with him. argh.
i really duno how to express how angry im.
he everything also pin point me
last time he asked me a question, i dinnoe how to ans.
and then he niao me in front of the whole class.
and FORCED an answer out of me by kept asking me repeatedly.
WTH. i was q pissed then. but suan le.


then he came to tell me tt my blocks got improvement.
HAHA. wat sort of improvement.
and he said.. "last time u were really horrible" - shake head
"now i seee slight improvement"
i seriously dunno tts meant to be a compliment
or to highlight how lousy i was in physics for the past half a yr.


then TODAY he totally made me pissed until i started crying in the sch lab.
wth. i feel so retarded and pathetic.
lucky my girl friends were nice and caring..
helped me block the guys and came to tell me to jia you.
okay see? even they also can tell tt my most beloved CT has always been picking on me.
its really just me
i noe my physics is like one of the lousiest in class larh
but no need so obvious right?
today he pin point some mistakes tt we made for our mock spa.
tt's for our own good and i was perfectly fine with him doing tt.
he said "this is not meant to be any PERSONAL attack, but just wanna let u noe bout wad yall shouldnt do"
okay heard tt huh?
and then he started showing all the scripts tt have some mistakes.
he just say say and nv say name okay for all the scripts.
then he started "this is the most classic one"
okay i had a damn strong feeling tt its me again..
yay. im so smart for the first time during physics lesson this yr.
cos he totally didnt let me down.
okay it was me and HE SAID "THIS ONE IS FROM LITING"
okay i nearly fainted.
i have seriously no problem with him showing my problematic script..even if my name is identified.
i mean all pple make mistakes.
BUT he didnt do it for the rest.
why did he have to do it for me?
the mistake was a careless one okay.
no need to make it so big ba..
yay. i have the greatest physics teacher aka ct in my life


okay part 2. after he showed my paper, he went on the show another few papers.
then after the whole going thru thing. HE ASKED ME.
WHY OF ALL PPLE WHO HAVE PROBLEMATIC SCRIPTS, ME?
he asked me how am i gonna improve on the spa skills.
i didnt noe wad to say..
i juz said concentrate more.
and he totally nailed down wad i said and started talking bout some linearisation stuff.
tnx huh.
i tink he enjoys calling my name
even joanne agrees.
and he enjoys seeing me being laffed at in class.
he enjoys seeing me staring helplessly at him cos i have no ans.


woohoo. pls congratulate me.
he should be damn honoured.
im so gonna give up on physics.
and im serious.
wats the pt of me working hard for the subj, when i will constantly be picked on?
i knew it..he kan zhun tt i will fail next week's spa.


sometimes i wonder why did i choose to get into this ip thing..
when i long knew tt i wasnt cut out for studies?
if not..i'll probably be enjoying my jc life in some other fun jc.


PHYSICS SUCKS.


CAN U PLS STOP PICKIN ON ME? I REALLY CANT TAKE STRESS FROM U ANYMORE.