haiiii.
i dunno i will be so affected by it
although i did assure zy i was alright
and i seriously hope he doesnt read this
cos i rly need somewhere to say wad i truly tink..


during math tut today.. i juz started tearing non stop.
im only lucky to say tt i was sitting at the corner
and i tink everyone thought i was sleeping when i was rubbing my eyes non stop.
yepp heng
im sooo damn diu lian.


tinking of how significant gf was in my j1 life.
but now im actually tinking of giving it up.
sigh. wad am i tinking.


i tink im juz treating everything so seriously.
cos i rly care bout wad others tink bout me
so dun bother asking me "juz heck care them larh.. "
tts like totally impossible for me.


i typed a super long email to yibing
but after struggling for a v v long time
i decided not to send it.
she's like so busy.
alot more stuff than me.
and she's q stressed over gf and strings too..
dun tink i shld trouble her anymore eh..
i tink she's the only one i can trust now..
hopefully she wun see this too
cos im gonna delete it once im feeling slightly better..


THE WORST THING NOW IS
i have to try to distance myself from these 3 gd frens.
and tts very tough. but i muz still try. :X



and tnx so much, gc. u're rly a v nice jnr. and i tink im lucky to have known u. :)



replies to tags:

hany - tnx so much for ur concern. :)) its indeed better to ignore. and i rly wish i could man :(

dreamer - tnx. yar i agree. maybe i shld slack abit. like u. haha! :P yepp lets have fun.. if the kbox is still on larh :X

june - tnx junee!! cant ignore them but i will try larh. i rly miss u alot larh!i cant waitt too!! :) lets countdown hahaha.



countdown: 7 days.