i dunno why
but i jus started crying..
seriously tinking bout my second, used to be the most enjoyable, cca.
i seriously dun wanna be in gefang anymore.
i get ordered around.
im too enthu for gefang. enthu until im like a mad woman.
and when i try to help.. then get complaints from someone.
im nv gg to touch anything from the gefang exco anymore.
i tink im such a busybody.
omg.
why shld i care so much
gefang doesnt need me.
and i tink vice versa.
i've got another cca.
whom everyone is willing to work hard tgt
everyone shares all the job..
not holding on to their posts firmly and ensure tt members and exco muz have a clear line in between.
if u tink by being in the exco... u r like super li hai or have alot of power and dun need to care bout how others feel...
then i rly have nothing to say le.
why am i the one who kena all this shit.
maybe i shld conc on syf and dance pracs.
why am i skipping so much dance prac for gefang.
im such a fool..
im soooo STUPIDDDD.
