rly dun like the feeling of being forgotten.
its like the feeling of being
redundant in this world or sth..
learnt an impt lesson: nv to take it for granted tt ur good fren will definitely rmb u.
ahh. now i feel like im desperately wanting to be part of it..
when obviously im not rly needed.. :X
i feel like
guo pin chao's character in white robe of love.. sigh.
im just.. v v sad. at loss and rly dunno wad to do.
"dun always give in to ppl, in the end hurt urself the most, while ppl dun even feel any pain"
- shan :)
i promised myself tt feb was the last month im ever gg to cry becos of u..
so yeah. im proud to say i didnt cry this time.
and i hate myselffor always reading too much into certain things tt others tink are totally
insignificant.
oh and to u... u noe who u are..:)
tnx alot for being such a great person for me to confide in.
im glad i have u by my side :)
