why do i have to beg u sooo many times??
im 18 yrs old already! 19 this yr!!..
i can take care of myself!!!!
and u juzz dun believe.
u want me to be a joke when im like 25 yrs old..
when pple start saying tt im still so childish and dependent on parents?!
omg. other parents want their kids to be independent..
but you...


you have prejudice against tt country..then u dun let me go.
u say its v unsafe then dun let me go.
so m i banned from going there for the rest of my life?
"any country but tt"
thankew v much.
the prob now is.. I ONLY WANT TO GO THEREEEEEEEEEE.
and not like if i said i were going to the states you will let me go liddat.


and i have to tell my frens u noe?
and they've been waiting so long for the reply u noe?
and u juz promised me a month ago tt u will allow me to go.
this is happening again.
you last min backed out again!
i did expect this to happen..
but i chose to trust you
and this is wad happens.


its not tt i want to bring it up now and make u angry.
but i've been keeping it to myself for the past few months since the last time u erupted.
and my frens have been v patiently waiting for my reply
though i noe they are so excited for it.
i rly dunnoe wad to say alr.


its not like im in a v good mood today also.
got scolded by 2 customers who were damn demanding.
and screwed up one appt.
and now.. my 2 consecutive off days for tml and mon.
gone alr.


thankew soo much for lying to me and giving me false hope so tt i can stop bothering you.
rahhhhh. forget it.
yes i give up already. are you so happy bout it?



i rly juz feel like breaking down right now.