im soo soo soo upset.
sometimes i wonder if i have been studying for my own sake..or for his sake.
i must do vv well in sch.. esp in chinese lang which he thinks is most impt.
i must get into the best schs all my life.
when his frens ask bout his daughter's sch.. he can proudly say the names of those schools.
after 12 yrs of education of being in the top schools.
now tt i finally slipped..
and all i want is to take a break from all those elite school crap after so many yrs.
im not allowed to.
grrreatt.
my decision was made alr. and he agreed alr.
but i dunno who kept psycho-ing him in thinking tt the sch im going sucks.
okay when the sch is like top 8 in the country.
now he is finding all sorts of means and excuses to stop me from going there.
dunno wad to do now.
in a very very bad mood.
pls do not disturb.
