im rly turning from bad to worse.
today's another self declared holiday.
mon and thurs are always vvv tempting self-declared-holiday days.
cos its all lectures.
hmm shld i say its wise of me to put all the tutorials on tues and wed? :X
hahaha. crap larh.


doing the irritating stats assignment now.
damn irritating. i rly hate using excel. argh.
and the prob is.. i dunno how to use it..
so it makes the whole problem even more complicated. :(
but the "ban mian" tt im eating now is cheering me up...
its a collaborated effort by me cooking the noodles, raymawn cooking the egg and hauyiang laughing at us. -.- haha.
when i eat something i like..it makes me forget bout all the unhappy things for tt few minutes. (:


im vvv in love with she's new song: yan hai gong lu de chu kou.
damn nice.
"连想你都是种残酷切磋"
exactly wad im feeling now.


exams are in one month's time.
its time to throw everything away and focus on studies.
and its time to isolate myself from everyone so that i wun start tinking too much again..
a300s is a good hiding place cos theres only my floormates.. (:


i rly cant wait to go back.
i wanna leave all the unhappy things behind and go back to enjoy my 3 months holiday with family and frens and flh! (heh!)
before i come back and face all the unhappy things here again.
really need a break.


and im so happy! skyped with alot of pple this week.
jason, yc, junie, tonglei.
when skyping with them.. time juz past soo fast! ((:
we can like talk for 2 hrs straight..without even realising it. hahaha (:
which is good cos all i want now is for time to pass faster.
so tt i will have no extra time to tink bout redundant stuff.


from now on.. its going to be: on A300s, skyping with frens, studying for finals, doing stats assignment which is due on mon.
i foresee myself skipping lots of meals in the next few weeks..



the higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment.
i shld rly let go now before its too late.
cant take it anymore.