pple i hope yall dont read the following entry.
cos i just needed to get some things out.
tts all. pls ignore. tnx (:


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omg. im really a vvv bad person..
a very scheming person..
a very mean person..
a very evil person..


bad karma is on its way already..


i seriously need someone to talk to.
i wanna pour everything tts been running thru my mind for the past few hrs outtt.
was scrolling down the msn list.
most of the girls are offline cos they got uni tml.
the guys got ns so dun need to say alr.
and the lovers slept alr, loveling doing tute, joshzz busy, kenneth, shawn and ethan all slept alr.
:(
tnx amanda who called me just now, and sherwin for listening to all the nonsense. (:
feel so bad for troubling uall. :(


so many things are going thru my mind right now.
even vvvvv small things.
omg. im so terrible..
i need to tell everyone that im really not a nice person..
not the nice person tt they might think i am.
cos the more they think im nice.. the more guilty i'll feel!
rahhh. :(


i just hope i dont get striked my lightning or bang into a free or fall down in the middle of the road or sth tml.
if rly tt unlucky.. then.. haha this might be my last post here. lol.
i hope i didnt sound suicidal cos im really not..